Nothings working for you
It was a stormy February night when she came in on my overnight, this woman from work. The sisters of the server I was working with. She was intoxicated at the time and talking a lot. Somehow she ended up talking to me saying I could come over to her place whenever, and what I thought implying that maybe I had a chance. Then when she went out to leave she blew me a kiss. Normally something most people who blow off as drunk nonsense, but not me. After this night I found myself stricken, thinking maybe, just maybe I had a chance with her. I'm not sure if what I want is to just hook up or be in a regular relationship with her but all I know is that I want her. But of course she has no interest in me, why would she? Why the hell who she want someone like me? I know this because she likes to tell me about all the guys shes dating, it seems to change every couple months, and she seems oblivious to me in that regard. Like I'm a mirage. Its an unfortunate cycle that I've experience